♥Found You♥

Im bored so I just made this boy-girl P.O.V of confession..

Im inspired by Park Yoochun's character in SungKyunKwan Scandal..

the Yellow part is a girl's P.O.V

the Blue part is the boy's P.O.V

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♥♥♥♥

If it wasn't for my stupidity

I wouldn't found it..

I should have ignored it..

and had let go of it..

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If it wasn't for your foolishness

I wouldn't notice it

I tried to hide it

but I just can't

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Can someone tell me?

If this act is a sin..

Shall I surrender myself?

For committing such grave offense..

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I should have told you

this bond we shared is not a sin

'tis not a crime to surrender

so plead guilty without denial

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Never did I imagined

The day that i'll surrender will come

I have been suppressing this feelings

but I'm found by you

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 Long have I waited

For you not to feel defeated

That you'll accept my love

and I just caught you

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Why me?

Why you?

Should I ask?

Should I tell you?

What if I just misunderstood?

What if she'll reject me?

I have to tell him..

I must tell her..

I love you..

 

I love you..

 

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one way street

 

***(im not crazy, i just love DBSK& KIM JAEJOONG 

they became my inspiration)

Now playing:  DBSK's- Doushitte Kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou
(Why did I fall in love with you?)

DEDICATED for DBSK especially KIM JAEJOONG ***

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"Illusion makes up delusion

I'm loving you in seclusion

I ought to stop my obsession

that left me in depression"

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 I put my earphones on my ears emotionally..

waiting for those soothing voice I longed to hear..

I just wished the battery will last...

So I can know you more through my music box..

 I don't know why and how it clearly started..

I just knew that I'm different from them...

Every time I stepped away from my room...

Feeling like an out cast in my own world..

I know its not normal anymore..

 Sometimes I find my self spacing out..

Staring at oblivion with a sudden rush of excitement

then for some unknown reasons I smiled bitterly..

Eyes closed, mind slowly drifting apart..

I end up living in your world

I know it's too much too ask

but please let this be reality..

I can hear your voice

I'm wishing silently for those words

I know we can never be..

This song is not for me..

I know I'll be okay..

I'm waiting for you in vain..

The bitter truth is too much to bear..

but your songs are there and made my day..

A simple message for you to keep

as thoughts scribbled in my words so deep

I  wish that I can hold up the tears

For falling in love with the voice behind your  songs..

 LOOK AT THE EYE BROWS!!! haha it's CHOI SIWON's baby picture..

 the evil maknae.. winking at me.. omo!! can i die now?? <3

 CAN'T SEE!! haha..

 DORKY.. haha

 EPIC FAIL *wink*

 Woah! whatta mouth.. kekeke~

they almost kissed!! kyaa!! <3

So that's what DBSK  ala SuJu means.

So that's what DBSK  ala SuJu means..

"Don't you dare touch my PSP!"  kekeke~~

Caught behind Heechul's back..

Yeah i want cha.. <3

Holy Siwon..!! *virgineyesore*

Secret Agents?! haha

Sweet Lunacy

(a poem for my husband, KIM JAEJOONG of DBSK)

You and me is just a fantasy

but it felt so real,

seeing your funny habit,

that's the same as mine

maybe puffing cheeks will be our bond...

Your clumsiness and cute moments

made me laugh at loud

your face is all I think at night

"doushitte kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?"

why did I fall in love with you?

A one sided love growing rapidly

a love story that can never be..

you're my own brand of heroin..

you are my obsession..

that later became my obsession..

I tried to ignore reality

late at night I end up crying

knowing that we can never be

a kpop idol & a simple fangirl aren't meant to be

Nevertheless,

Saranghae, Kim Jaejoong